Have you ever gotten to that point in life where you were literally paralysed with fear? This fear could even be the fear the "grammarians" termed fear of the unknown. Paralysed in the sense that you no longer believed nor thought it (anything) could happen for you, or you could go any further, where you probably had an idea what to do but just couldn't find that inner strength to just try. Times when all you really wanted to do was pick up your minute personal belongings and just run to nowhere, not necessarily to start all over but just to get away from yourself and from the hanging cloud of shame or embarrassment...(which only you see).
Trust me, you're not alone!
Life is in phases they say and the beauty of our individual stories lie in the storm.
My Pastor (Akposibruke Ogaga) once said to me, fear and faith cannot cohabit. It's like darkness and light so to speak. It is the one you feed, that will stay!
Bundle all those emotions, all those tears that wet your pillow at night, the countless hours you stay up at night wondering, worrying, thinking, hoping etc take them all to the place of prayer and drop them at His feet. Tell Him everything, holding back nothing after all, He knows already.... just let it flow...
I don't know how far you have drifted, what I'm sure of is that IT DOESN'T MATTER. The answers to all you seek may or may not come immediately but eventually EVERYTHING will fall in place.
You'll look back at today someday and laugh so hard at yourself for worrying so much. So relax, take it easy on yourself... it's only a phase, smile through it all, cheer up, laugh if you can... God has got you! He always did... He always will.
I honestly do love you... yes you!😚😚😚
Have a beautiful week ahead.
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